Diogo Jota’s Legacy: Frozen in Time, Forever Young
The Tragedy That Stilled Liverpool's Summer. RIP Diogo and Andre.
Diogo Jota should have been bouncing back into the training centre at Kirkby next week, aiming to get back to peak fitness and secure a role in Arne Slot’s revamped Liverpool team. Instead, the laughter, storytelling and joshing that characterises the beginning of pre-season will be muted. A huge vacuum has been left in the squad.
The Void Left Behind
The suddenness of Jota’s death, the loss of a man in the peak years of his career, who was on a professional high, is devastating and sobering. How can a livewire like the Portuguese, who had so much to live for – a newlywed wife and three young children most of all – be taken so brutally?
The shock waves across the club, and across football, will resonate for a long time. Forget wondering how Liverpool will fill the void on the pitch; that will happen naturally. It’s the void left in the friendships in the dressing room and in the hearts of supporters that will cause such pain.
Frozen in Time
We often talk about moments on the pitch being frozen in time. Incidents can exist as snapshots and video clips but in reality time ticks on. When we close our eyes, we can see Kenny Dalglish scoring just seconds after kickoff at Goodison or John Barnes shredding Queens Park Rangers at Anfield. But when we open them, there’s Kenny in the directors’ box at 74; or the camera panning on to Barnesy, now in his 60s.
Everyone’s said it: “The King’s showing his age,” or “Digger’s stacking on the weight.” The contrast between the youthful athlete and the elder statesman is stark.
Yet at times like this, you realise that growing old is a luxury. Diogo Jota will never have that luxury.
The Portuguese’s last goal for Liverpool was the winner in the derby, a marvellous, memorable strike that was close to iconic even before the forward’s untimely death. Now it has been elevated to a different level, its significance overlain with a gnawing sense of loss.
More Than a Game
One of the things that has been used as a stick to beat us with since Hillsborough is Bill Shankly’s famous party piece: “Football’s not a matter of life and death. It’s much more important than that.”
It should be explained that this trite phrase did not come fully formed in the style that we often see written down. After a disappointing result, Shankly was fuming. A reporter tried to inject some perspective. “Come on Bill, it’s not a matter of life or death.”
“No,” Shankly quipped back. “It’s much more important than that.”
The retort caused everyone in the room to laugh. The Scot, ever the showman, was delighted with the impact of the repartee and it became his stock witticism. And it was funny. Until it wasn’t.
One of the things that makes football attractive to fans is the sense of community; the feeling of togetherness; the mutual support – in all its meanings. People matter more than results. No one knows this more than Liverpool supporters. Shankly, in his more sensible moments, talked about communal effort and sharing rewards. That also means we share the grief.
And why wouldn’t we? We know all about grieving, about shocking, unexpected loss. We know about rallying round because we needed to stick together when the world seemed against us. We know about empathy, because so many people had none for us in our hour of need.
Jota loved that aspect of playing for Liverpool. He spoke to friends at home in Portugal about the atmosphere at Anfield and the noise of the Kop. Yet the point he emphasised most is that, whatever the result, the crowd remained supportive. When things went wrong, he knew he had the backing of those in the stands. Jota loved that.
He felt welcomed on Merseyside on and off the pitch. He enjoyed living here.
From Glory To Despair
What makes Jota’s loss so emotionally distressing is the human side of his life rather than the sporting area: those wedding pictures of his lovely family from last month; the horror of his brother being killed alongside him in the accident; and the thought of their parents, whose grief is overwhelming.
Jota will never have the privilege of ageing. We will never see him with a thickening waist and greying hair, like most of our other heroes. He is frozen in time. In the worst possible way.
This should have been one of the greatest of summers. The Premier League trophy sits at Anfield and the sense of wellbeing had been enhanced by the club’s work in the transfer market. The dark hours after a vehicle ran into the crowd at the parade evaporated after it became clear that serious calamity had somehow been avoided.
Now it has turned into one of the saddest of summers. We will never forget you, Diogo. Never. You will forever be 28 and at your glorious peak. Oh, how we wish we’d seen you grow old.
Great words Tony. Anyone who’s lost someone young can identify with them. Thank you.
"When things went wrong, he knew he had the backing of those in the stands"
In the stands.
Tony knows as well as anyone that Liverpool fans are a spectrum and at one end of the spectrum – let's call it The Bell End – is the social media Liverpool fan.
The only nanocrumb of comfort from all this is that I will never again have to hear the words "Diogo Jota" and "made of glass" in the same sentence from some whining little gobshite son of a long line of maggots, who claims to be a Liverpool fan. And if I do, God help whoever it is because I will burst you, like I wanted to burst the self-indulgent internetweirdo wandering around outside Anfield with a homemade "Max's Mission" sign, desperately trying to get on LFCTV. I don't give a shite who Max was or how he died, don't wave your f'in sign around outside Anfield while people are trying to grieve the tragic passing of one of my heroes.
Jota spent a lot of last season struggling with the after effects of a collapsed lung. I've not had one, I don't know what it's like, but I was in hospital once with an officer from the Met's Tactical Support Group, tough as nails, in the next bed to me, who was put in hospital with a collapsed lung. His surgery failed. The registrar appeared to give him the bad news, and (let's call him) 'L' and the whole family around his bedside collapsed in tears, worried about him having to be pensioned off the job he loved. As I understand it, they literally have to try to glue your lung back to your chest wall, and hope it sticks. It's a serious injury. One any true Liverpool fan would/should find very troubling. But no no, let's just give Jota five seconds to recover before demanding the club flogs him and replaces him with the latest shiny new thing.
After the grief comes the anger.
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"the feeling of togetherness"
It depends.
I feel it less and less with each passing year and it's entirely down to LFC social media.
Today, after a three-day pause to grieve Diogo Jota, or at least not to look like heartless bastards, a well-known Liverpool news site is back, bang at it, posting salacious gossip about Luis Diaz supposedly wanting out the club. Just for a few clicks. A few extra parasitic pennies.
This is us sticking together is it, just days after Diogo passing, encouraging tirades against another Liverpool forward who leaves everything on the pitch every time he plays for us?
They're not Liverpool fans these people. They are Liverpool monetisers.
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And now for something positive...
One lovely lady interviewed outside Anfield by LFCTV spoke beautifully about Diogo, describing him as "effervescent", which echoed Ruben Neves playfully calling Jots "My favourite lemonade". A bubbly character then. Universally loved by the right sort of Red.
The club did a sterling job putting together an hour tribute on LFCTV. I dunno how they held it together. I didn't, watching at home.
And probably because it kicked off with Aldo, a visibly emotional Aldo, and then I'm and you're and we're teleported back to 1989 and it's Aldo again, a visibly emotional Aldo, and Kenny, and Hansen, and and and.
And it renewed and strengthened my admiration for those lads, Aldo, Kenny, Jocky et al.
Mo posted on something or other that he was "frightened" to come back to Anfield, and I imagine "frightened" just hasn't translated across into English very well from Arabic and that was the nearest word that could be found whereas in English we have more nuance available to us: a "trepidatious" here; an "apprehensive" there. But he's been to no funeral, Mo, has he.
The lads that flew out to Portugal the other day, bless them all, have been to one funeral, and that's not to play down the absolute heartbreak of it, losing a friend, it's a life-changing tragedy; rather I'm just identifying it as a reference point, one funeral, for what comes next...
I think it was Hansen went to 26. And some of the other players too. Kenny. It doesn't matter who. It's not a competition as to who went to the most.
Imagine how emotionally draining it must have been to force yourself to go to 26 funerals.
I can't.
So yeah, renewed and strengthened admiration for all those that did, no matter how many, and that's good, lest, with the passing of time, we start to somehow take it for granted.
Giants of men. Absolute lionhearts of men. Lest we forget.